How much can your life change in a day? I think pretty much all of it. It is just so ridiculously easy to get caught up in a bunch of nonsense which will never amount to anything. Bury yourself in a crushing pile of worthless nothing, for what? Money? I suppose, maybe. Survival? I'm not so sure about that. The problem I see now as a retrospect is the further I got from anything I cared about, the more numb I became and the more normal I felt about it all. There were days when the contradiction really bothered me, some more than others for certain. And none of it matters. Not really trying to get all Dust in the Wind here, but I typically invest my time in relationships and people. That seems to be a better place to put my time and spread my love than some of the places which ultimately end up stealing my minutes.

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